偶像

其实她是比较锡我
无论这想法都算错
也许我只是追那么多
但也被我说得似啪托

握你手 是我幻想和你牵手
陪你走 是我送机那天你走 仿佛好似分手

为何是你都不爱我
当我思念从没好过
是爱你有罪 还是眷恋的错
为何问你是否爱我
当答案已经有讲过
是爱人有罪 还是失恋的错 我没曾试过

Black Mirror
have you tried looking into a black mirror
with your shadow leaning towards you to whisper,
"how nice it would be to stay flawless forever"

and when you've finally found your answer
in a dark glass that would make you happier
don't you feel your heart feeling stronger

(and perhaps there's hope in another world)

*welcome to the dark, our gothic world
where you will never be a hater
we are the shadows waiting for the reaper
to free our souls, to free us of terror*

look into the dark do you see a warrior
fighting off fear, waiting for a peace maker

Perfect Storm

when u look across the ocean
u noe my soul still lays there
with a bottle i hold on dearly
inside my last words i had for you

if one day u find my body
in the ship, under the sea
pls open the bottle and listen
what my last breath has got to say

i never meant to leave you
but the tides were never ending
pushing back every strength i've got
until all i can do is give up

i know u can hear my voice
and what i'm gonna say now
will always reach you one day
when the storm is gone (and so am i...)

what we live on for

from that day i was born into this world
never would they thought, after sixteen years
i would be spending every cent i've got
on this superstar (her voices are my dreams)

and ten years that passed down the road
there i am, spending every moment i have
pleasing this very girl, even forgeting that
she broke my heart once (her eyes are so...)

#and now i think of my past (my story...)
they didn't knew of my existence (who was i to them...)
it's not what we live on for (what do we need...)
it's who we live on for #

from the day i left school to work
never would i thought, after five years
all i've got are some cash in my pocket
and a low-down life (i'm missing my classmates...)

repeat #

Alice's secrets

how do i solve this puzzle
a century of secrets
where do i start from
don't give up

how do i explain this poem
a lifetime of thoughts
where do i read from
please don't die

what secret can it be
so dark, that opening my eyes is of no use
even if i do, it's just too dark to see anything
her secrets, her stories

what have she done
that makes us remember it
my secrets, my stories
no one knows, it's actually darker than hers...

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the day has come, for us to sing
words that came from our hearts,
each and every one with our tears
stained with the memories of being with you

the guitars we played, every note and beat
reminding us that we had learned it for you...
now it's our goal, our dream, to be on stage,
and sing that song we wrote for you.

"how do i explain the feelings of being dumped,
first love is unforgettable, first pain of break up is..."

"how do we go back to the scene where we hugged,
how do i, love you till the end of point..."

one day, because of this song, we will be,
standing on the stage giving our thanks to you...

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that paper plane, no matter how high it flies,
it can never reach a thousand miles...
this christmas, no matter how many stars there are,
my wish for getting your love will never come true...

staring into space and dreaming on forever,
believing i would not get heart broken once again.
even if the world has given up on me, it's not frightening
falling in love with you has instead made me feel afraid...

this night, i'm thinking of you, refraining from sleeping,
i want to bring you with me, to a new day, a new year...
i don't need it to be perfect till it's so scary,
just want to love you, give my love to you...

tonight i'm trying not to sleep...
trying to keep you in mind...
trying to tell myself that i love you
before dawn breaks, i'm trying to convince myself
that i would still love you the next day...


(those in italics are lyrics that i've cut and paste from many other songs...haha... no inspirations... so must make use of other songs... but those not in italics are from my own brain~.. ^_^)

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from the mountains i hear
the music in the clouds
as it serenades my heart
melancholic tunes of breakup

from the river i row
it's calm waters in autumn
flowing through my heart
as though blood was never thick

who was the one, a song so pure
like evil was never there
her voice, drowning all my sorrows
drowning, all my pain away

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on that rainy day, grayish day
we said goodbye together
yet on my way, to the bay
i'm already missing you

on my dreamy bed, as i lay
i thought of the days we had
with the sun rays, in month may
we sang together, the song from jay

everything you say, you had your way
i give in whenever i can, in everyway
even when our friendship is on the sways
i told you, i'll never be away

on that rainy day, grayish day
i felt you looking at me
yet on my way, to the bay
i don't see you saying goodbye to me

Contented

walking through the field in the rain
i felt the coins in the pockets
leaving trails of my whereabouts
maybe i should just be contented
with what i have now

raising my head i saw no road
the path i choose, i have to built
nothing is done right from the start
even babies come into the world
with nothing to their name

everything that has a beginning
will end when the time comes
what we have now or later
will always be lost in the end
so let's be contented
with what we have now

Hate Love

you kept me waiting so long
the love for you seems to be gone
the speed of my heartbeat slowing down
the feelings for you fading to nought

you kept me waiting so long
the love for you has changed
you showed me your colours
the way you treated life

as i frown, as i think, as i hate
the way you made me wait
like a fool on the streets
waiting for my heart to break

i should have known
i should have stopped
waiting for you
waiting for my heart to break


U-Man

in my school of girls, there is a boy
who lied me of his identity
making me fell in love with him
i knew there was danger from the start

he dressed as a girl
and cared for me like a girl would
when i fell, when i'm hurt
i knew there was something wrong from the start

then the day came when he told the truth
and held my hands as he confessed
asking me not to leave
telling me that i'm too important

i'm sorry if i've let you down
but i don't feel as much like you do
i'm sorry if i've let you down
but i prefered her to you...

Without her

without her life is just plain
like a painting without it's colours
like meat without salt
i can't live without her

without her what should i do
she's my only strength
like a pillar to the sky
i can't go on without her

i can't find the meaning of life
without her to add the colours that i see
i can't see the road ahead
without her to guide me thru my life

even if everything turns black
and nothing can be heard
i know i'll be happy
just to know that she's by my side

Last moment in my life

what will I do with my last breathe
how will I feel, one last look at you
where will I go, when I'm not breathing anymore,
why are there tears, rolling down your face

what will you do that last minute
how will I feel, unable to reach out for you
where will you go, when I'm not breathing anymore
why are there tears rolling down my face

the last moment in my life
will you leave me behind
stabbing my heart with a knife
leaving me pieces of puzzles to find

the last moment in my life
will you hug me tightly
bringing back the warmth inside
bringing back, my life to me

School

the last leaf from that tree fell off
symbolizing my last day in this school
when the wise ones are smiling and laughing
will my happiness be on the same wavelength as them?

the last light was switched off at seven
telling me that I'll never come back again
when most of us are happy to leave
will there be some who cannot bear the break ups?

have I done my best all these years
have I confessed to the one I loved most

memories were created in this school,
bringing us new experiences in life
happy or sad doesn't matter anymore
what matters is what I've learn throughout
the years I've been with you

Untrue Love

why did I fall in love without having the courage to say it out
although love doesn't need a reason, nor can it be postponed,
we still cannot be together forever
because the rules of life's is like this

everytime when we go for an outing, you'll ask if I'm tired
it wasn't my plan to bring such troubles to you
you like to look at me with your both eyes
and it's not only me who had been charmed by you

now when I finally fall in love with you
you say, 'sorry, we are not compatible'
now when I finally got their blessings
you say, 'please let me free'

my love for you has not changed
but now everytime I think about the past,
why did I ever fall for you...

Silence of the answer

when the lamps doesn't light
in the middle of the night
who will understand my plight

when i dun have the might
in the middle of a fight
who will look upon me as a knight

when she's out of my sight
why does my heart feels so tight,
why do i feel somthing's not right

Best Friend

the first time that we met,
on which year, what day
it doesn't matter anymore, who smiled first

when you were sad, i accompanied you
if you wanna cry, i'll lend you my shoulder
are there any bonds between us,
pls dun be angry with me anymore

whatever words you say, i believe
just hope that you won't bluff me
you are forever my best friend
the road down our lives, let's walk together

these words can only be said once,
cos' if it's being said too much
it doesn't come true anymore
as long as my heart doesn't stops
i won't forget you,
my best friend

Destruction

can you hear those screams
and their grieving hearts
that's a lifeless body
on their arms, dead

there's people living in the ruins
their homes destroyed and burnt
there's hunger and cold
give them some bread pls

stop the war, stop the fight
god pls bless, give us light
let us be alive and well tonight
let us live to see the sun shining bright

Scent

not talking, doesn't mean that i dun like you
just want to cherish every moment that i'm by your side
not talking, getting near you, let me think of
the strong scent that made me drunk the whole night

friends were gone one by one,
forgot about the garden we used to play when we were young
forgot about name, and even forgot how you look like
but i won't forget, the scent on your body

i believe, there'll be a day on the street
when u walk past me
i will find the scent that was once lost again